Soon...very soon, it shall be glorious!  <-- thats my shower dance btw.

Work was work, on the way home I met the nicest 4 state troopers ..ever. I dont feel like telling that story now tho, maybe later.

I think im gonna start singing..ive decided, but nothing rock..indie style. hence the barrage of writing lately. Does neone who reads this write lyrics or sing at all? I gotta figure out a way to transform poetry into songs..always been my lyrical downfall. Well let me know if anyone is down. I barely have enough time for music at all atm, but im gonna add another project :> I wanna kinda tell stories I think, with songs, A: it requires less vocal skill, B: its fun. let me know if anyone is interested in contributing..Heres sorta what im going for. btw, if youve never heard this guy, check it out!!
www.TheJeffreyLewisSite.com
I want mine to be a little slower, and more singing, but the jist of lyric wise what im going for. 

Gonna post something i wrote quick while sitting at the lake in barberton waiting for work to start this morning. The same people are always there, and always wanting to talk..and this kinda came out, its add'ed and had no real direction when i started, but it kinda came full circle in a way. 
Should I make a separate blog with the writings? I feel like they kinda take up too much room and not everyone really reads em. Anyways, 7am ramblings follow!

A Beautiful Nut:
Sitting, waiting for work.
Putting pen to paper,
hoping for words.
Hey look, its a squirrel.
Just him and me, sitting at the lake.
Think he knows that this view is naturally great?
What inspires him to always bounce around?
Twenty times now, up that tree and back down.
Do they ever get lost? Stuck in a rut?
Prolly not, lifes easy when you just need a nut.
Ten minutes in Barberton and you quickly know..
Theres no shortage of them wherever you go.
So far Ive seen five, heard three, and talked to two.
Why ya sitting here? Writing? Whatchya up too?
How many times before this is redundant deja vu?
They come from everywhere, totally out of the blue.
Headphone guy, Dog lady, even a wandering jew.
Im sure if they read this, they wouldnt take kindly to,
My barrage of thoughts, especially my analytical review.
But Barberton needs a zoo, but not ones with kangaroos..
A funny farm, amusement ward, now that I'd be into. 
Ive realize tho, the most beautiful and interesting creatures,
Arent prom queens, doctors, lawyers or teachers
Not ducks, squirrels or the geese shitting on my bleachers
Its the crazys, loonies, and social inept.
For finding bliss in things that lack the depth..
Of what most of us have been aptly prepped,
To never be able to fully accept.

I wrote this seemingly as fast as my hands could write just now..so its not the greatest thing..but i figure, i have this blog now..might as well post some shit yanno! ( wish i could write poems and stuff on the computer, rather than paper...this whole typing afterwards thing sux )

Here goes..

Why Im Mad:
Wanna know why I'm mad?
It's cuz you can't let me stay sad!
I keep trying to frown,
I keep trying to drown,
I stumble, trip, and try to fall down.
I just can't...Your always around.
I think you've become a stubborn smile,
The reason to stay and swim awhile.  
You pick me up,
Brush me off,
Make it all worthwhile.
Even made me forget this was supose to be angry,
I guess my battles will have to wait.. 
Cuz beyond fighting you make me see,
Our love outweighs all the worlds hate.
You're my smile, my heartbeat, exclusive mate.
I'll take us over anger,
Cuz I know you'll help carry the anchor,
Give me a smile unheard of,
A kiss people dream of,
Your hand to take hold of,
Someone to think the world of..
527 reasons plus the ones above,
...Thats why Im so madly in love

^^A Constant Reminder by It Dies Today^^

I know this cuz I get to drive through that wonderful piece of interstate during both rush hours half the week. woo!!! And always sit in traffic!! Altho, tonight, i detoured down 619 to hartville, and took 43 home. I might just do that from now on. Im effing sick of traffic and the extra 15 minutes of travel time is worth the risk of not dealing with traffic jams.

School went ok. My Russian teacher is sooo hilarious when she gets mad at us..im not sure what those words were, but they were chalk full of "this word means fuck in my language..this word means ignorant in my language..this word means people do this at the age of 14 in Europe.." Work was slightly boring today. Lots of cleaning it seemed and my phone died right as I got there x_x. Wanted to go see Up, but got disappointed 88 <-- thats what shoulda been muh shocked face, to my pleasant surprise tho, there was none.  Ima see it next week tho fo sure!! and Morgan and I are going to a haunted house, my first one in like..quite awhile so thatll be fun, and then im going to the school/laboratory thing with chrissy next weekend, and a party also. I think this is most proactive ive been into halloween in years. Minus the keggers I used to have, but Id hardly attribute that to Halloween .

What else is worth mentioning? Oh, new music page, but I think most ppl who read this found it without me mentioning. Goes to show I only surround myself with people of a high intelligence caliper. Well Im out, I gotta leave at the ass crack of dawn to get to my job that doesnt even start at the ass crack of dawn x_x

^^Alexi Murdoch - The Ragged Sea(Away We Go OST)^^

I almost doubted Ryan yesterday, I went to download Away We Go, and there was page after page of comments about how horrible this movie was, not like, a single good comment. Ryan has never steered me wrong so I downloaded anyways. And of course, if you have a functioning brain..and/or heart (as I believe you only need one of the two) this is a genius and great movie. Ive determined computer nerds as a whole maybe hate smiling? I mean, I think you have to smile through 90 percent of this movie. Also, has sooo many amazing moments, that I think if you've ever been in anything resembling "in love" you just, have to love. I also love how they seemingly found the most underrated actors/actresses in all of Hollywood to be in this movie, hello, including Jim Gaffigan?! How you hate a movie with him..even tho he says nothing, you just imagine him saying "hoooot poooockets" and fucking smile!! All around not a bad actor in this film. It also has an amazing soundtrack, much like, the Juno and 500 days of summer and..well quite a few loveish movies coming out these days where its very simple guitar work and great lyrics. ok ok, im done rambling. Watch the damn film, it's amazing! *download Movie: Away We Go Soundtrack: Away We Go OST ( I just wanted to test my hosting capabilities lol ) *

ooh, onto work. After yesterday, I am prepared to make my final opinion regarding my new job. yess, so soon. I love it. I mean, i wouldnt do it for free. but so far I love this job. Its very, all over the place so theres no time for boredom or redundancy. The people I work with are amazingly nice and fun. Especially the two girls/women (Im not sure which, they say they are older, but they look really really young, so i dunno lol) I work with. Their families are ...Slovenian? maybe? haha, I cant remember now, but they have a huuuge family, all of which are into music hardcore, so of course, theres lots to talk about. Im hoping down the road I'll get to jam with them, Vanessa sings too...Guesss whose been looking for a singer . Anyways, I love my job so far. fuck the drive tho, the drive sux. and i have to leave 30 t0 40 minutes early cuz I have to take 77. so I arrive way early when there is none x_x.

What else...thanks to my 2 new commenters I find it much easier to have conversation with more than yourself lol.

Well..in 9 and a halfish hours, I dont wanna jump the gun

Went and watched Whip it finalllly. Went and saw it with bre. It was pretty kickass, Ellen Page delivered as always. Then watched The Orphan..whoa what a fucked movie..I feel even more justified in my decision to not have kids...like...ever.  Oh, and that Russians are crazy people.

Suppose Ill head to bed since I have to work in like 5 hours..and have to leave in like 3 x_x Now that Im realizing that, maybe I wont be heading to bed lol. Maybe I shall work on some homework! ...or play guitar. yes, in this moment guitar seems like the more winnable thing to doo for sure.

Well im out, take care all like..2 or 3 people who actually read this..and one who ever comments.