Obamas numbers have dipped below 50% and are expected to keep falling...and its apparently for all the reasons I like him. These things happen tho. But it makes me wonder..most the things people hated Bush for were things that were outside of what I feel is a presidents control. Like 9/11, and Katrina, military intelligence not knowing how to take over 3rd world countries, etc. Cuz the president isnt a super hero like who can sweep in and stop planes or floods..or influence stock markets or anything. And Obamas not either contrary to great "change" speeches...but now I start to wonder, if maybe America is becomming like the teenagers who think everything is just always terrible. I mean we certainly dont have it terrible (and this is coming from someone who searched for quarters and dimes to buy milk 2 days ago..but compared to the rest of the world who hasnt grown up spoilt little bitches). I mean its not great, but how great does it have to be to say a president is doing the best he can. Shit happens, a president cant fix it all, and everyone who was like blah blah this is all Bush's fault..I kinda thought would realize with the polar opposite president who cant fix the same problems, the president isnt a super hero..but nope! Now Obama is the bad guy like Bush. For not fixing the problems also. The economy is controlled by wallstreet. and Iraq and Afghanistan is control by a bunch of Generals and the Military. (hence, Obama hasnt pulled shit out of newhere, and "hes" sending more in) I just feel like Americans are just gonna whine and blame the president till unemployment is 0%, everyone makes 100K, and healthcare is perfect. Its like, you cant make everyone happy, and if someone is unhappy in one category, its automatically FUCK THIS GUY!!!

I honestly dont know what the purpose of that was I guess...

Just everyone is acting like its soooo tough, and it is, but I dont know anyone starving or dying or nething horrible. We are all "broke" but we have food, and we have water..noones sleeping in a car or on a street..were "broke" cuz we cant be spoiled like brats and buy cool shit at our leisure. I admit Im in this category of saying how broke I am, but Im more well off than most people in other countries...

Still dont know what the purpose is...or where its going, so take that as it is I guess..Im a half full kinda guy. And we all need to quit bitching whining and moaning and get some real problems or shut the fuck up. And enjoy the little things in life that mean the most.

was pretty fun. I had a good time out with ppl since...well its been awhile. (not trying to say ive not have fun with other ppl, just in a group party situation). I drank waaaay more than I intended too, *damn you thunderstruck!!* ...and Lo's cheating game!! but it was fun! and I didnt do nething stupid I think..I think. Soo, congrats on everyone for pretty much making it through this semester!!! seemed like it was a bitch for everyone in some way or another, Im glad we all apparently made it to the end.

This started out as me freestyling to one of mine and classicks songs, I refined it a bit since it didnt fit with the theme at all really.

Here We Come

We make love, full of anger
all the neighbors, hear me bang her
head to toe, we stay intertwined
Rodney Mullen takes notes on the way we grind
Seeing nothing but her, even from behind
like a caged animal, a beds confining
more than I can handle, shes always finding
what drives me crazy, drives me wild
like tiger with a titleist, tyson with a child
I cant help but hit it, every time she smiles
but I dont have to wait, she steals a kiss
Ive sealed her fate,she moves those hips
we work to procreate, but shes never late
at this point blood flows overrated
Like a tanning bed to Ne-Yo..Hes Afro-asian
yeah that was a stretch, but like I've stated
Im practically sedated, signs of Aphasia
as we moan in tongues, taking the breath from my lungs
we try not to come, cuz were just getting started
levels of climax remaining uncharted
we take our time, start to explore
she claws my back, calls me a whore
this shy girls so hardcore
this goddess divine is so much more
than any unsuspecting person could be ready for
we always go together, thats why part twos gonna by written by my girl

haha and Emily's rebuttal

Together we go, Together we scream 
Like Samwise and Frodo 
I’m the Lord of his bloodstream 
With what starts with a kiss 
Then the thrust of his hips 
My muscles below can’t help but resist 
Relax, contract till I explode 
That gaze in his eyes, the tear of my clothes 
That scratch of his nails, makes me wanna go 
The rhythm of the music gets us started 
But we become our own DJ’s till our hits been charted 
When we duet, people can hear 
Our voices and breathing loud and clear 
Quiet tones are an impossible feat 
When we’re rocking to his steady beat 
Like Kanye, we get harder, better, faster, stronger 
Till neither of us can wait any longer 
The last note is what we’ve been pushing for 
The sudden release makes our bodies soar 
My fingers clench, our vocals moan 
All of our passion combined is shown 
Our musical score will forever remain 
The best love made in history 
Till the next time we hit it again 
No two people sing like us 
No two people love like us

I think Im gonna make her start writing loooots more

So today I went to get some advising and make sure my ducks were in a line, and this is how it went.

Minute 1, we looked over my schedule, and I need 7 classes to graduate- 6 for spring, 1 summer.

Minute 4, I get informed if I grad summer, I dont actually get to grad or get my degree till December

Minute 7, department head approved that rather than physics, some of my networking classes and other credits from my other major would be enough to cover it and cancel that out.

Minute 8, I find out I can graduate Spring and only take 6 classes

Minute 10, Financial aide adjust my loans accordingly to cover graduation cost, and sallie mae ups my limit for living expenses

Minute 13, I sign a buncha papers

Minute 15, Im done and happy all without an appointment

Its been a pretty damn good day, felt like posting something positive these days lol

BALL! no
PARTY! no
STICK! no

BUNCHA MUSIC YOUR WAY!  ...yes

First up, Joes theme for this zombie movie. This is kinda just the main hook, no melody line..no reallly nothing. I guess the general progression, background. Its not even finished, but as Ive never done this type of thing I thought Id get some feedback. Its suppose to just make the mood kinda uneasy I guess, I cant really make it action packed, or murder packed..or any kinda packed till I see the movie obviously, ignore the ending part too, I started on another part and its like 2 of 20 some instruments and noises. Everything on here btw is done by me and MIDI/keyboard effects, not a single downloaded WAV file ( I only point that out cuz someone told me i downloaded a bunch of creepy noises and layered them, I prooved him wrong with my mixcraft file, but wanted to stress the work that went into this ) From about 2:28 is where you should start ignoring btw

Theme

Next up, This is the direction I think Im going to take the Indie project.  This songs not done, as you'll notice from the lack of break down, and abrupt ending. I think ill just sing the lyrics also to it and just man up since in Indie music the whole melody line is vocals and not instruments like I normally do.

Lyin' with You

Next, have a few videos of me totally jacking around on my Drumset, nothing serious..or accurate, Just lil ole me improving and having some fun to some really random songs. Also showing off now I can jam outloud with the plugin for the drumset that I use to record!! So if any of you caught the last drum vid, this is much better with realistic sounding plugins like on my recorded songs rather than stock MIDI sounds.

Bad Touch