...So its not going to be easy, and its going to awkward for awhile, and theres still massive things to overcome in the future, but at least now JULIE ...JULIEJULIEJULIEJULIE and I dont have to lie to the people who mean the most to us. Im sure any doubts or reservations about us will be overcome by time around Julie and I, I hear its hard to ignore our happiness from the few who do know...and Im thankful, tho guarded and suspicious, for the most part we are being given a chance. You will still see Emily from time to time, however. She was actually born a few years ago during Matt and I's writing. When we/I wrote fictional songs that applied to no girl we used the name Emily, and I carried it on over to here in order to talk about Julie when I needed too. ..Just so theres no confusion if you ever hear Matts wonderful rendition of "Die Bitch" that involves the name Emily. Oh and its a winner of a song believe you me..

So..thank you everyone..I just feel like I owe one to everyone so..Thank you. And Im also sorry to the people we had to lie to, especially Ryan, Dana, and Joe. And Im sorry that our friendships took such a drastic dive during that time, but its hard to face the people you have to lie too. Especially when its something like that. Hopefully, the friendships can all get back on track, and past all of this. Time will tell, and like I always always say.."we'll see" cuz thats all you can do sometimes.

Goodnight