Joe: Im not getting a washer and dryer, cuz over half my grant money didnt come through, and sallie mae cut my loan in half. So i dont really have the money to live here past april maybe may unless i find a job like quick, so no point buying a washer and dryer lol.

I wrote this, I randomly got the idea from an interesting talk with Sarah, Im not sure if I totally agree with it or not or to what extent. As in I know everyone always wonders what-if and kinda wonders about what they dont have, but I kinda exagerated the extent in the poem lol.

Hopeless
Being hopelessly in love really sucks
A piece of someone's heart is never quite enough
When they have every ounce of your soul
And theres no way to really let them know
You could give them the world and more
They are everything you dream of, and totally adore
Sometimes life doesnt agree, youll never get the chance
They'll settle for security, why bother with romance
So you sit and let the days count down
Go through life letting your smile start to frown
The passion slowly fades from your heart
As you regrettably drift apart
Maybe youll be lucky enough to be friends
Witness their perfect life through a portrait lens
Listen to stories of someone living your dream
Attempt anything but cry and scream
At least they are happy, they found perfection
They didnt go through your heartbreak and repeated rejection
They have a family, full of love and affection
At least thats what the world sees during its initial inspection
Yet they would disagree as they lie in bed
All their fantasies now lie broken, totally dead
They have settled for second place, second rate
They love their family and its all real great
But they just count down the days and wait
Till the day they can be with a true soul-mate
The heart will always desire what it cant have
Which makes every moment just an intriguing fad
The heart can find a way to always want more
Always wonder what if, and want to explore
Sometimes it can get hard to ignore
But in the end everyones hopelessly in love...
No matter how much it really, truly hurts