You havent missed much...A lot of school, a trip to VA, more school basically. Post are gonna prolly be a little far and few for the final 4 weeks of school. I have a lot to do, a lot of final projects..basically..a lot.

Starting soon you will prolly have to be registered and also logged in to post comments, for some reason spam has like...gotten insane on here and I have no idea why. I have to block around 15 a day, miss about 4, and the auto spam blocker catches around 100 posts. If that doesnt work, uhm...you might have to start doing a capchya code, but im hoping to avoid it..cuz those are annoying. FUCK YOU SPAMMERS...

aaaaaaaanyways. Started playing piano a lot again for some reason...jeez I dunno what to talk about.

Ryan and I have some cool ideas...that we may never do, but just know, were genius..and hilarious..and our non-existent skits are awesome!

Office just made me laugh really obnoxiously outloud..I think when ur alone tho..every outloud laugh sounds obnoxious. Hey! I learnt the theme to Office on piano..Parenthood is awesome btw, gets better every week. Season finale of Greek is tonight x_x I hate non-Greek weeks.

So I think Emily and I have decided to just...come out of the closet..in a straight way (Emily is a girl). I.AM.NERVOUS.AS.FUCK. I dunno why tho. Hey! If Andrew and Erin can do it we can!! (hard to not make Office references when ur watching it) I think Im most scared of messing anything up. Among some other majorly huge things. I feel right now its perfect..and so does she..and its going greeeeeeeeat..buut, I guess..its time x_x. Im just nervous and scared pretty much shitless...And thus, doubt Ill sleep more than about 7 hours this whole week, but its good cuz I need the catch up time on homework. *sigh* blah...Im scared to death of any little thing changing whatsoever cuz it all feels so right...

Necessary Risk
The bigger the risk, the larger the reward.
I cant help but insist, gambling us is absurd.
With everything so perfect, everything all in line.
Yet we still could wreck, at any given time.
All we need is you and I.
Theres no chance of a goodbye.
Of these two things youve spoken most.
Those are the two things I hold close.
The world will see a broken pair.
For on paper, theres nothing to compare.
One of us the white, the other the blue lines.
A random set, not meant to intertwine.
Yet overtime, it starts to look alright. 
They belong together, instead of blue and white. 
Two objects become a single layer.
You and I, us, were just like the notebook paper.
I hope the world only sees our smile.
Gives us a chance, gives us a trial.
But the world will be blind, judgement swift.
When the world sees us, when everythings switched.
I hope they see love, our happiness.
That when were together, its total bliss.
I hope they see past all our differences.